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Who is This I See?
Who is This I See? I plummet down From where I have fallen I do not know While on my side I try to push myself up It is a struggle I slowly stand up I have a strong desire to fly I go to spread my...
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I have Bipolar Disorder… Now What???
I always knew there was something “off” about me since I was a young child. I felt like I didn’t belong. My brain did not seem to work like my friends brains. It was a real difficult struggle when I...
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Life (Hope) Death
Reblogged from Broken Light: A Photography Collective: Photos taken by Bekr (Bipolar Girl) a 37-year-old woman who lives in Nevada. She always knew she was “different.” She was diagnosed with...
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LET’S DO THIS!!! Never mind, this is boring…
So if you have been following my blog, you may have noticed that I start many things and do not finish them. This is how I have been my entire life. I find it difficult to finish anything. The only...
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The Absolute Truth & Mental Illness “Recovery”
WARNING: I WRITE ABOUT DISTURBING THOUGHTS AND IMAGES I finally realized why I have been feeling a bit like a fraud and hypocrite. It is time to come forward and be completely honest with myself and...
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The Joy of Having Bipolar Disorder
Reblogged from Broken Light: A Photography Collective: Photos taken by Bekr (Bipolar Girl) a 37-year-old woman who lives in Nevada with her husband and two fur babies. She always knew she was...
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Clarification: “Recovery” and Mental Illness
As I wrote in the last post, I am sure “recovery” is different for everyone. I put “recovery” in quotation marks for a reason. I decided I should explain that reason, because you all can’t read my mind...
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2012 in review
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: 600 people reached the top of Mt. Everest in 2012. This blog got about 12,000 views in 2012. If...
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Self Sabotage?
Went to my Psychiatrist today. I told him I had stopped the Naltrexone and Dextroamphetamine. He seems to think I am self sabotaging by stopping these. He says that “borderlines” tend to do that. When...
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Where is my mind???
Okay, I will start with the fact that my mind is completely all over the place. Today is Day 2 of starting my dextroamphetamine, and it is not helping me focus at all. Come to think of it, this may be...
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I “found” my mind (update from last post) & Anxiety/Panic Attacks
Of course it was where I left it On top of my head, hehe. Physically at least it was. My mind was in a few different dimensions while I was posting that. Anyway, I did what I thought I “SHOULD” do...
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An Organizational Mess/ Disorganized Organization
Productive day! Made a list. Organizing desk. Took care of miscellaneous stuff/made phone calls. Did laundry. Started a Mood Chart. Paid some bills. And organizing other crap. I am in a very...
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The Inner Workings of My Mind…
I wrote this a few nights ago when I was trying to go to sleep. I was curious how it would come out and if it would make any sense. Welcome one, welcome all! You are all invited into my mind once my...
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The Darkness
Can you see the pain through my eyes? Can you sense the agony that I am emitting? Can you feel the tears that are not falling? What is this I am feeling? It is not new. I have been here before. Why...
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Today was a Good Day
I am back!! I am feeling much better. I started feeling better on Friday, I was hoping it would last, and it has. Every day I wake up, I wake up in a better mood. So happy to be back to my ‘normal’...
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My Life through decades of misery, mistakes and misadventures…
Thinking about my birthday coming up next month. Decided to do a little photo collage of me, to make a point. I DID NOT think I would make it this far, survive this long. I gave myself an expiration...
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Lessons Learned
My birthday next week got me to thinking of everything I have learned thus far. Whether it was learned the hard way, the easy way, or I just knew them. Some of them are common sayings. So I decided to...
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